Several people have asked or said they were wondering about why I haven't touched this blog in over a month. There are a couple of reasons, and one I won't be getting into tonight but will later.
The other is that I found out last month that apparently most of my friends roll their eyes if this blog is mentioned, and I'm still trying to decide what to do about that. I've debated keeping everything the same, killing the blog entirely, keeping the blog and killing the Facebook page for it, and making the blog completely private.
Over the past week and a half, I've had absolutely no feelings at all, no matter what, and it seems like the world is better off when it's that way. After all, at this point, DH can't handle my feelings (when I have them) and my friends don't want to. That's not entirely across the board; I do have a couple of friends who have shown in the past month that they care and are willing to listen. But overall I get the impression that almost everyone is sick of me and just wants me to shut up and deal without bothering them.
One of my friends, who recently conceived after 43 months of trying, told me that she had felt the need at one point to say on her blog, "If you don't like what I write, quit reading." Like I said, I haven't decided what exactly I'm going to do about this blog or how much I'm still going to use it. For whatever ends up being here, though, if you don't want to hear about how I feel about this, please just leave it alone. If you feel comfortable telling me you don't want to hear about it, I'd appreciate it so that I know not to talk to you about it at all. If not, I can understand that, just bear in mind that I won't know not to talk to you, so you might hear me talking about it in person or over some form of instant messaging.