I feel like my life is falling apart except for APO and somewhat for work.  This actually has very little to do with the baby thing...that only relates at all because having spent $1400 on medical bills in the past year has contributed to things being difficult.  So because it's not baby-related, it doesn't really fit into the "Jessie's Infertility Journal" part of the blog's name, but it does still fit into the "Notes from the Ninth Circle" part, since that's where I feel like I am.