I'm just plain melancholy at this point.  I'll be ok, and I don't need anyone to do anything about it.  It's just hard sometimes, watching everyone else's life move forward.  People at work come back from maternity leave, others go out on maternity leave, another starts to really show.  Even the IF people I know at least have things that they're trying while I'm not allowed to try, even if they're between treatments/official attempts and are still tracking and trying.  I'll manage and survive, because that's what I do, but for now, I'm melancholy.