So I mentioned before that I wasn't sure how I was going to react when the delay in the IVF cycle set in. Well, now I know. I'm reacting like crap.
It hurts more to be around babies right now. It hurts more to be around pregnant women right now. It definitely hurt when people were doing that stupid pregnancy/"breast cancer awareness" meme. I'm dealing with it. I don't really have a choice about dealing with it, with two close friends and a number of other friends due soon and two showers coming up in the next 2 months. Besides, I keep going. I manage. It's what I do. Somehow.