Saturday, November 27, 2010
I realized something tonight that feels really pathetic. My absolute highest hope for the next month is that my next proof of failure comes on Christmas. I have got no hope at all that I'll have anything other than failure, so the best that I can hope for is that my proof of failure (maybe I should start abbreviating that POF instead of one of the more common abbreviations) comes early enough that it doesn't completely mess with my trip to Atlanta.
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I just hope this means you haven't completely lost hope altogether. I admit that I haven't even tried to get pregnant for the first time yet, so I don't know what you're going through. But I still hope that you WILL be a mother, and soon!
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I haven't lost hope of ever becoming a mother. However, I have lost hope of it happening without intervention, which means that I have no hope of it happening before I switch insurance and can have diagnostics done to find out what the hell is wrong.
ReplyDeleteI had this happen to me two years ago. At the time it was devastating, but well, diagnostics and intervention did it for us too. So I understand you thinking like that. Hang in there.
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